This Present Is For You

One of the goals of yoga is to be present, to live in the moment, rather than constantly planning for the future or thinking about the past.  However, this can be extremely difficult, especially in our world today; there is so much happening around us at any given time, things to do, errands to run and people to take care of, guilt to feel about that thing you said yesterday, and of course we have to plan for our future….But in between all of these thoughts and actions, we are still living in THIS moment.  And in THIS moment there are so many things to notice and be grateful for, both big and small.  That is what yoga is about–taking the time to stop and appreciate those things that are happening right now.  It can be big things like the fact that you’re alive, or that an impending storm blew out to sea, or seemingly little things, such as beautiful flowers growing outside your door, or the fact that your favorite ice cream is on sale.  These are the moments that add richness to our lives, but they’re also the moments that can be so easily overlooked as we plan for the future or dwell in the past.

Yoga teaches us that the only way to be able to fully live in the present is to maintain a constant practice of awareness, which yoga asana (poses) and meditation help us to do.  That is why, after watching this Ted Talk, I committed to spending time on my yoga mat every day in August.  While I already have a regular asana practice, I admit that my meditation practice has been very inconsistent.  I am still fairly new to the practice, and some days it can be pretty frustrating.  There is just so much going on in that brain of mine, where the heck is the off switch??  But the hope is that during these 30 days I will create a ritual that will continue through the fall and beyond. 

Luckily, there are many kinds of meditation to fit people’s varying styles and needs.  There is visual meditation, in which you fix your gaze on a certain point, like the flame of a candle, and focus completely on that.  There is Metta meditation, in which you send thoughts of loving kindness to yourself, your family and friends, groups in need, and even people you don’t like.  Even physical yoga asana can be a moving meditation when the breath and movements are fully connected and the mind is focused.  However, the style of meditation that I find works for me at the moment is mantra meditation, where you repeat a mantra over and over, connecting it to your breath.  The mantra can be anything that means something to you and helps you focus the mind on a singular point during your meditation.

The mantra I’ve chosen to use in my meditation is “So Hum,” which translates to “I am that” or “That I am.” (Maybe this is why I loved the book “Green Eggs and Ham” so much as a kid.)  I find that it works really well with the breath, inhaling on “so” and exhaling on “hum.”  It can be repeated aloud, but I say it in my head.  This mantra has been really helpful to me in my meditation practice.  When my thoughts begin to wander, I can acknowledge them and return to So Hum.  Like this morning for example, my mind looked something like this: “So…hum…so…hum…this feels great, I should blog about meditation later…oh wait, you’re  thinking….so….hum…”  And so on.  The mantra gives me something other than a desperate hope for enlightenment to focus on while I’m meditating.

If you’ve never tried meditation before (or you have and you were too frustrated and gave up) I highly recommend you give it a shot.  As I said, there are numerous different ways that you can do it, and you may have to try out a few styles before you find the one that works for you.  And even that could change over time.  So be patient with yourself, and just take five minutes out of your day (or perhaps even one minute) to start.  Notice how that feels, and slowly start to add a minute or two each day.  You may even find that the benefits reaped from your meditation will flow into other aspects of your life.  At the very least, it will give you a chance to stop and enjoy the moment.

I’ll leave you with a quote from the Dalai Lama.  When asked what surprised him most about humanity, he replied, “Man.  Because he sacrifices his health in order to make money.  Then he sacrifices his money to recuperate his health.  And then he is so anxious about the future that he does not enjoy the present; the result being that he does not live in the present or the future.  He lives as if he is never going to die, and then he dies having never really lived.”

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Beauty Is All Around Us

Rain Mats

 

Double Rainbow!

While I was completing my yoga training, I was lucky enough to gain support from friends who were willing to let me use them as guinea pigs to practice teaching. Summer quickly moved in and we moved our classes to the Socrates Sculpture Park just down the street from my apartment in Astoria, which, if you haven’t been there, is a must-see (my class is a perfect excuse to visit!). Not only have we been lucky enough to find a beautiful grassy spot to practice every week, but we’ve had some memorable moments that have made me feel especially grateful for my friends, my yoga practice, and this gorgeous city we live in.

Two such experiences happened within the last month. One day, the skies opened up as soon as we arrived; my resourceful friends quickly turned their mats into full-body rain shields. We couldn’t decide whether to wait or run for cover, so instead we just laughed–for me, big, glorious belly laughs–with mats on our heads, withstanding the whipping wind and rain. In the end, we were rewarded with a full double rainbow, and once we finished properly freaking out over it, we were able to practice.

Then tonight, the Metropolitan Opera happened to be performing at the same time as our scheduled class. I’m not one to create playlists for my classes (or perhaps I should say, “Until today, I haven’t created playlists, but maybe in the future..”:)), but I would also never turn one down that was already created–especially by the Met! It was another incredible moment of presence and awareness for me, and hopefully that came through in my teaching. We were able to rest in Savasana with the sounds of “Old Man River” in the background, and just managed to avoid another downpour (though I was waiting for dementors to begin descending from the sky as we walked home, it was so dark).

Yoga teaches us mindfulness, of our bodies, our minds and our environments. This kind of awareness helps us find joy in every moment, no matter how big or small. While we’ve had some incredibly and overtly beautiful experiences during our classes at the Sculpture Park, and I continue to experience appreciation and joy for the subtle as well: the orangey glow of the sun falling behind the clouds, a child walking by with a mound of soft-serve on a cone (with the sounds of Mr. Softee in the background–sounds of the city being our other built-in class soundtrack), and the stillness that comes over our patch of grass during Savasana are just a few. I am incredibly grateful for this space and my amazing yogi friends. I’d love for you to join us sometime.

Blissful Savasana

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Thank you, Mrs. Obama

Today, Michelle Obama announced that retailers such as Walmart and Walgreens are pledging to expand their stores to stock affordable nutritious food in communities that would otherwise rely on the fast food industry and other unhealthy options to feed their families.  While I know there are those out there who shun these mega chains because they take away from mom and pop small businesses, I think this is a really important step for the future of the US.  The obesity rate in this country is utterly and unacceptably out of control, and it’s about time that things started to change.

Last week I read an article which listed Colorado as the ONLY state in the ENTIRE country with an obesity rate less than 20% (and it was only just under at about 19.4%).  This is incredibly alarming.  According to this article, scientists are already predicting that this generation of children may be the first to have a shorter lifespan than their parents.

In the Yoga Sutras, Patanjali discusses five Yamas, or restraints, which are part of a moral code for right living.  The first is called Ahimsa, or non-violence.  To follow ahimsa is to do no harm to any living being–including ourselves and our loved ones.  Consistently eating and providing foods that do not provide nourishment goes against Ahimsa**.

Yes, we need a better healthcare system.  Yes, we need a military.  And of course, we need to provide more support for our education system!  But none of these things are going to matter if people are dying of obesity because they couldn’t afford better food options and don’t understand proper nutrition.  I applaud Michelle Obama for leading the fight against this epidemic.

With that said, each of us can time to make sure that we are treating ourselves with ahimsa, because this is the beginning of a greater change.  My sister and I joined our local CSA (community supported agriculture) this year, and it has been awesome–bags of fresh veggies every week!  (Anyone who reads this is invited over for dinner anytime :))  What can you do?

 

**This is not to say that sometimes, Ahimsa can’t be a large brownie sundae a la mode…sometimes. 🙂

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Welcome to Yoga Snax!

One of the things we discussed in my training is the idea of consistency in practice; a little bit of practice, every day, will make a much bigger difference in your life both physically and mentally than one long practice once a week.  So, in that vein, I’ve decided to start a blog to document my new journey as a yoga teacher and life in general.  I see it as a place to share moments, quotes, tips and ideas that have made an impact on me, and that may have an impact on you.  Just like a great snack helps to energize you until your next meal, perhaps Yoga Snax will do the same for your practice.

I’ve recently begun reading the writings of Thich Naht Hanh, an amazing Vietnamese Buddhist monk.  When you read his words, you can feel the smile on his face.  In fact, smiling seems to be his favorite thing to do and write about.  I highly recommend his books, it’s hard not to feel better after doing so.  For today, I’ll leave you with this quote:

“Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, but sometimes your smile can be the source of your joy.”

What do you have to lose?  🙂

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